Dark zone- Life

Yes,its true when they say,”You will learn the importance of something or someone only when you lose it/them”. 

These words are so true,one can relate to them so easily if they’ve lost someone from their lives. 

I regret making fun of this true statement today way more than ever. It’s almost like something happening in your life in the spur of the moment,taking away everything you ever had in life for your survival,ruining you,leaving memories back in your mind with lots of regrets and so much more…

It’s so hard to explain this feeling.
 Especially a person who had nobody else in their life apart from the one they lost,it is absolutely difficult to survive. 

Nobody to talk with,nobody to stare at,nobody to share anything and everything with,nobody to always be your side no matter what… 
You’re left all alone though you’re always surrounded with good people who care for you. Left with memories which make you cry and miss that person the most,no matter how much you hated,disliked that person. 

You feel alone and lonely.. 

What more can a person go through in life? 

Personally,I’ve learnt the actual meaning of the statement that I mentioned in the beginning of the note. 

Dark zone

Yes,its true when they say,”You will learn the importance of a something or someone only when you lose it/them”. 

These words are so true,one can relate to them so easily if they’ve lost someone from their lives. 


I regret making fun of this true statement today way more than ever. It’s almost like something happening in your life in the spur of the moment,taking away everything you ever had in life for your survival,ruining you,leaving memories back in your mind with lots of regrets and so much more…

It’s so hard to explain this feeling.
 Especially a person who had nobody else in their life apart from the one they lost,it is absolutely difficult to survive. 

Nobody to talk with,nobody to stare at,nobody to share anything and everything with,nobody to always be your side no matter what… 
You’re left all alone though you’re always surrounded with good people who care for you. Left with memories which make you cry and miss that person the most,no matter how much you hated,disliked that person. 

You feel alone and lonely.. 

What more can a person go through in life? 

Personally,I’ve learnt the actual meaning of the statement that I mentioned in the beginning of the note. 

Life -A beautiful journey❤

What is life? The secret to always be up in life? 
The first is to think. Think about the values you wish to live your life by.
The second is to believe. Believe in yourself based on the thinking you’ve done about the values you’re going to live your life by.
The third is to dream. Dream about the things that can be, based on your belief in yourself and the values you’re going to live by. 
The last is to dare. Dare to make your dreams become reality, based on your belief in yourself and your values.

The perfect friend -An illusion

Today I found a perfect friend,

Who knew everything I felt
he knew my weakness
And the problems I’ve been dealt.
he understood my wonders
And listened to my dreams, 
he listened to how I felt about life and love
And knew what it all means.
Not once did he interrupt me
Or tell me I was wrong
he understood what I was going through
And promised he'd stay long.
I reached out to this friend, 
To show him that I care
To pull him close and let him know
How much I need him there.
I went to hold his hand 
To pull him a bit nearer
And I realized this perfect friend I found
Was nothing but a mirror....

			

Loneliness 💔

My heart is broken,feelings are numb

Trying to be the person I once was
People see my dimpled smile
Cannot see the ripped up emotions
Of reality.
Loneliness is an illness
Medication cannot cure
Non viral yet can spread easily
Prolific between young people
The elderly also.

Symptoms
Eyes are looking dead
Face looking down
Shutting out interference
A hug helps but non returnable .
Responses non existent
Living dead.

To be lonely is more than being alone
Loneliness can kill your soul

I wish you were here…

I wish you were here,

to hold my hand and show me the world,

to speak the truth,

which I never knew.

I wish you were here,

to look into my eyes,

for believing in me,

and being my team. 

I wish you were here,

to fix my heart,

which is hurt,

for all I am is waiting for,

an angel,

to open my eyes

and making me,

the one I want to be,

and wishing for you,

to be here with me,

connecting from the heaven!

Broken promise💔


A bond so strong that could not be broke.

Separated for a time, then reunited with a promise.

A promise of devotion, time, and safety.

Only to be broken…

Broken trust and a broken heart.

The world comes to a stop…

And a part of my soul is lost.

My best friend,

You were taken from me, and although I fought,

I did not succeed,

for us to make a seed,

of the greatest oceans and seas;

from being friends to

everything for each other. 

Empty 

Feeling down, alone, and empty inside,

Decisions to make, but can’t decide,

Hurt from pain of a broken heart,

Days go on as if they are dark,

Looking for happiness, the light to return,

My soul feels empty, deceptive, a burn. 

Broken

Throwing someone out of our life is not as easy as walking in a park… 
But….
It’s easy when you know you’ve been getting cheated,betrayed and so much more.